[OK SO I GUESS MOST MOMS WOULD NOT POST THIS.. BUT I HAD TO, BECAUSE I HAVE TWO 5 MONTH OLD SONS WHO ARE NOW ROLLING & CRAWLING.]
LAST NIGHT...OK.. LAST NIGHT FELT LIKE IT WAS NEVER GOING TO END.
ORDERED PIZZA WITH BEKA AND WE WATCHED IDOL, THEN WE CAME HOME..
KEVIN WAS ZERO HELP SO I TOOK MATTERS INTO MY OWN HANDS;
I BATHED, FED AND PUT BOTH BABIES TO BED ALL ON MY OWN.
AFTER CRYING FOR ABOUT AN HOUR TO MY MOM ON THE PHONE.. I FELT BETTER.
I JUST FEEL LIKE ITS ALL ME WITH THESE BABIES, AND IM EXHAUSTED AND FRUSTRATED.
BUT... THE LOVE I HAVE FOR THEM KEEPS ME GOING. WITH OUR WITHOUT MY HUSBAND.
TODAY...SO WE GET UP, I CHANGE THEM AND GET THEIR APPLE/BANANA CEREAL READY, I FEED THEM, THEN GIVE THEM THEIR MORNING BOTTLE. I TAKE A SHOWER. SORT LAUNDRY, MAKE MYSELF SOMETHING TO EAT...
TIME PASSES AND ITS TIME FOR THEM TO EAT AGAIN.. MASON WAS ASLEEP SO I DIDN'T WAKE HIM. [HE GOT CAUGHT CRAWLING ON THE BED SO HE WAS SENT TO THE CRIB HA.]
AFTER SEEING THIS WITH THE "CHUBBY" ONE, I COULD OOOONLY IMAGINE WHAT #2 [THE QUICK LITTLE TURKEY] COULD DO. SO I PUT 2 PILLOWS AROUND HIM [SAID A LITTLE PRAYER] AND WENT TO THE KITCHEN...
NOW IM SURE YA KNOW WHATS COMING NEXT...
AS IM DUMPING THE CEREAL AND FORMULA INTO HIS BOTTLE... IM ALARMED WHEN I HEAR A HUGE HORRIBLE THUD... FOLLOWED BY AN OUTRAGEOUSLY HUGH SCREAM............
[SIGH]
I RUN INTO THE BEDROOM ONLY TO FIND MORGAN.... FACE DOWN [ON HIS LIL' ARM] ON THE FLOOR AT THE END OF OUR BED.................. I PICKED HIM UP, CHECKED HIS ARM, FOLLWED BY HUS PUPILS AND THEN I TOOK HIS PULSE. [THANK FOR FOR EMT SCHOOL] I GOT TO PUT MY SKILL TO THE TEST. WHILE MOMMY WAS HAVING A HEART ATTACK & CALLING GAMMY [MY MOM] MORGAN STARTS LAUGHING AND SNATCHES THE BINKIE FROM ME...
WHEN I PUT 2 AND 2 TOGETHER...... HE HAD HIS BINKIE BEFORE I LEFT TO THE KITCHEN... HOW DID IT END UP ON THE FLOOR? WHO KNOWS. BUT.... HE WANTED IT. SO.... IM ASSUMING.... HE WENT AFTER IT?
LITTLE DARE DEVIL.
HE'S FINE. PROMISE. AND I WILL NEVER LEAVE EITHER OF THEM ON THAT DARN BED. NO NO NO!
BY THE TIME HE WAS DONE CRYING, HE HAD WOKEN UP MASON SO I STUCK THEM TOGETHER AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED...
ITS JUST NOW NOON AND I HAVE ALREADY HAD A HEART ATTACK...
GOD BLESS.